I Cry
I cry for lost innocence
I cry for starry skies
I cry for someone's recompence
I cry when someone dies
I cry when I walk down the hall
Buut I hide behind a smile
I wonder why I cry at all
Even for awhile
I wish he would love me with all his heart
Although he can be dim
But I never want to be apart
Because I know I love him.
written by Andrew in Baltimore
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You're Not Supposed to Feel |
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by Isaac
It's not supposed to happen,
it's not supposed to feel
You never think about your actions, til they catch up.
You're not supposed to feel anything after.
You shouldn't feel.
We don't feel.
But it hasn't left my mind.
10 minutes.
All it took to mess things up.
Never met before.
Never done anything before
Innocence totally gone.
It's not supposed to feel this way
It's supposed to wash away.
To get left where it happend.
Next week?
I wanna end things.
It's not supposed to happen.
Labels.
Walk away.
But we didn't.
You're not supposed to feel.
But we did.
It's supposed to be simple.
No after effects.
But I can't leave it behind.
It runs through my mind.
And I can't keep it in any longer.
So strange to feel.
It's not supposed to happen...
***I wrote this after randomly hooking up with
a guy who is freakn confused! and confused me
even more. you're not supposed to feel anything
after hooking up, right?***
Isaac - Torrance/CA
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To Brendan by Dylan Ralph |
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I wrote this poem the other day to a guy who im madly in love with,
but im not sure if he likes me back -Dylan Ralph, Melbourne, Australia
When i see you in the hallway, My heart starts to race.
When i watch you walk right past me, It seems to last for days.
I love you with all my heart, But i dont get any in return.
So i watch you from a distance, While my love for you burns.
I long to be near you, To love and to hold.
Yet you never seem to notice, And my feelings go untold.
If i could have one wish, It would be for you,
So that i would not be just one, Together we could be two.
We could be that happy couple Your my Mr. Right,
You could be my happiness, My ever shining light.
But if you just dont like me, Or if you just wont say
I love you far too much, To get in your way.
So you can love another, But i will love you too,
I want you to be happy, Even if it means i cant be with you. |
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Why -by Jason (Lisbon, USA) |
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June 30, 2008
Why
Why am I like I am,
Why am I me?
Why can't I just be… Normal?
I am in and out of sight
Submerged in my secret fight
I just want it to be right
For I cannot see the light.
I am in and out of sense
I clearly see the remise
Looking out through my eyes.
Why am I who I am
Why am I this way
It is hard from day to day.
Why can't I be like the others
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Here inside the man you've seen,
Hides the man I have always been.
A wife and children, My future you see.
But no my friend, They're not for me.
I'm not that man, And now at last,
I can reveal My hidden past
Shame and lies And secret pain:
Fear has been The name of the game.
Trapped between The truth and despair,
Living in my death-dark lair
Well the day has come
And I choose light.
It's time to end my hopeless fight.
I am not what you thought,
I am gay you see.
So will it be love or hate for me?
Will I still be your friend,
Will it all be the same?
Or will you reinforce my world of shame?
Will I have to hide and fear and run?
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Blood Dragon Song Written by: Kyo Million |
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[ i wrote this the night i tried to kill myself, my boyfriend had been mad at me and he told everone i knew that i was guy & my parents disowned me]
On a cold September night you will find me, resting on a rock so sad and weary.
And if you are to look into my forsaken eyes, I must now apologize for what you may find.
I was once so tender and passionate, but now I am cold hearted and decadent.
I wander the nights alone and wanting, someone to be brave enough and call for
me.
But all that I am given is abhorrence, I m even starting to believe I deserve it.
And tears of bright red blood burn at my face, proving to the world that I am a
disgrace.
Never have I felt such pain coarse through me, sending emotions wildly wailing.
I feel the fire burning higher, shooting through my body as if it were a hot
wire.
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by Tristian Harlow
Blood drips sadly to the ground
Upon falling leads way to a river
Of hurt and pain, two years of love
And caring demolished by one day of your hate.
Alone and lost, not understanding, fear and rage polluting everything, wishful thinking, broken and bleeding, tears unnoted everyday, hidden pain from those around, nobody sees the knife that your twisting.
Trust destroyed and forever gone, hope and pleading all locked up, sweet lovesick notions and pure devotion bitterly broken by your hatred potion.
Kindness returned by your arrogance, sweetness returned by your abhorrence.
Wanting, needing, lusting, leaving, holding and molding to please you laughing while crying, grinning while lying about all the pain t |
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I open my eyes and want to cry |
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I open my eyes and want to cry
I close them tight and want to die
I feel alone, ashamed, and scared
Today I wont get out of bed.
Morning passes, noon has come
I lay in bed my body numb.
I breath a breath with little hope
Noon now passes, I can not cope.
Night soon falls, the day has passed.
I made it through, this day my last.
I write my note, admit Im gay.
I slit my wrists
I float away.
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